If it's wrong, I've probably said it...
It hurts
Published on October 5, 2004 By chiprj In Blogging
A question I get a lot when I meet new people is, "So, how did you hurt your back?" Now, you may ask, "How does that ever come up in a normal conversation?" Well, I'll tell you, it happens more often than you might think, but that's because it's not an unusual topic to discuss in the military. I mean, it's pretty apparent there is something different when the PT leader tells the group to do 50 situps and I brazenly ignore him/her and do crunches instead. Also, when the topic of ruck marches comes up, I'm usually one of the first to volunteer for water point duty. Now, technically, I'm allowed to do ruck marches. I'm just not supposed to carry a ruck heavier than 40 pounds and I don't have to go any farther than I feel like. Also, my permanent profile (doctor's note) says I can take my helmet and web gear off any time I please. "As tolerated" it says. That's my favorite line on the entire form.

So, once I show my note and clear up any initial prejudice that I'm a lazy dirtbag (I don't think you have the right to label me that until you get to know me and can appreciate just how much a lazy dirtbag I am - no free rides here), I usually get asked about how it happened.

Usually from junior Soldiers (and often civilians), I get questions like, "Did you do it on a jump?" or "Was in in combat?" Well, I don't have jump wings nor a combat patch, but of course, they ask anyway. From Soldiers that have been around a while, I get more realistic guesses. "You fall out of a truck?" or "I bet it was ultimate frisbee."

The truth is actually quite embarrassing. I got it on an obstacle course. Jumping off a wall. A six foot wall. That I was already part way over before I let go. Yep, an approximate four feet gap of air did it to me. If anything, I was too close to the ground. I went over a log wall in low profile style (this is where you try to hug the top of the wall and move your legs over the top and drop down the other side without presenting a large target of yourself to a potential enemy rifleman). When I dropped to the ground, I didn't flex my knees, so I landed straight-legged. I felt the impact right up through my legs into my spine. I knew immediately I'd done something wrong and was rewarded with a fair amount of pain on my very first step.

Now this is where it gets worse, cheifly due to my inability to take proper care of myself. I finished the rest of the obstacles on the course. Running the entire way. I also ran the mile and a half back to the unit in formation after everyone completed the course. In boots. It was one of those unit cohesion PT days where you do stuff to build the team (and in my case break down the body). We were running the obstacle course for time as squads and I didn't want to let my squad down. So, I kept going. I didn't think I'd done anything too serious.

Well, I went to see the doctor the next morning. Well, when I say doctor, I mean the Physician's Assistant. And when I say PA, I mean the 2nd Lt just out of PA school. He was actually very nice and listened to my description of what happened. He looked me over and wrote me a profile for a month of PT at my own pace and distance. He also gave me some motrin and some muscle relaxers, instructions to ice my back 2-3 times a day, and ordered up some X-Rays. Standard Army medicine, right there. But, I never got the feeling that he was dismissing me, just that he was hoping for the best and that a couple weeks rest would help me out. His last words to me that day were that he was going to be deployed for a month, so if I had any problems, to make another appointment and tell whomever I saw to look up his notes.

Well, I got deployed, too. To Ft Lewis, WA for a computer wargame exercise. The plane ride was agony. I had mentioned it to the PA before I left his office and he told me to take two muscle relaxers and let them knock me out for the flight. I really didn't want to do that, so I just dealt with the pain. When we got to FT Lewis, we found ourselves living in old bay style barracks with beds from the 70's (at best). I ended up putting my mattress on the floor and sleeping there. About halfway through the trip, the muscle relaxers stopped providing me any relief. At the end of one shift, I was in so much pain, that I lashed out and shouted at a senior NCO for not being able to do their job effectively. Now, this was the truth, but my complete loss of self control was due to the pain I was in. Usually, I would have just seethed about the incompetence.

My boss (for the exercise) took me to the local Army hospital and after a couple hours wait in the emergency room, I was introduced to Mr Flexoril. Those of you who know Mr Flexoril can attest to what a nice man he is. He took all the pain away and let me sleep. In fact, I didn't wake up until three hours after I'd gotten out of bed. At the next shift change, apparently, I had drool running from my slack jaw while I nodded my head up and down, affirming that I understood everything about the war scenario going on at that time. It was a good thing I had a smart Soldier working for me in my section, or else my battlefield assets would have been lost that night.

When I returned to Hawaii, I made an appointment to follow up. But the PA I had seen originally wasn't back yet. I got to see a flight doc that was on call that day. This waste of flesh told me that he'd never heard of someone having back pain like mine last for as long as I was claiming (he lightly insinuated that I was trying to ride this out without having any real pain). He refused to look up my X-Rays online and ignored the first PA's notes in my record. He wasn't even willing to give me a new profile! I had to convince him to give me a two week own pace and distance profile. And he wouldn't give me any meds. Not even motrin!

Well, I called every day until the PA was back from his deployment and I got on his schedule. The guy actually remembered me (which was amazing). He sat down, made some indistinct comment about the flight docs parentage, and looked up my X-Rays on the spot. He told me that they came back negative for anything unusual, but that wasn't conclusive. So, he recommended physical therapy and a CT Scan. He made the referral for both on the spot and he refilled my meds and issued me a new profile. The entire time, he answered every question I had and told me that if I ever needed to come back, ask for him by name on the appointment line. He also told me to stop by if I ever needed anything and wasn't able to get an appointment. Truly a great Army medicine experience.

Well, that is quite long enough. Next time, I'll cover physical therapy and physical medicine. And later still, I'll cover my last ambulance ride. That was a truly embarrassing experience!

Comments
on Oct 05, 2004
Hope things are going better!
on Oct 05, 2004
It happens more often as you become more senior; I mean the docs taking you seriously when you are injured or sick.
I even got my Rheumatology appointment less than 2 weeks after I asked for it. (stopped by without an appt) Let you know thursday nite.
on Oct 06, 2004
Hope things are going better!


I have good days and I have bad days. Usually they string together for a period of weeks or months but I do my best to keep the bad time frames as short as possible. I learned a very valuable lesson about a year and a half after my original injury. It directly led up to the events that will be described in a future post about my most recent ride in an ambulance.

It happens more often as you become more senior; I mean the docs taking you seriously when you are injured or sick.


I have learned this to be true. Most recently, I had a great experience here at the DLI clinic. I'll be relating those events in a later post, so no spoilers here! I learned from greywar to keep people on the line for a while...

I even got my Rheumatology appointment less than 2 weeks after I asked for it. (stopped by without an appt) Let you know thursday nite.


That's awesome! Please do keep us posted!
on Oct 06, 2004
(I don't think you have the right to label me that until you get to know me and can appreciate just how much a lazy dirtbag I am - no free rides here)


That cracked me up. Seriously, that was one of the most, out of the blue, funny things I have read in a while. Thanks for that.

This waste of flesh told me that he'd never heard of someone having back pain like mine last for as long as I was claiming


Then this guys degree isn't worth spit. Seriously. While I was doing my Family Medicine rotation I saw plenty of people with legitimate, serious chronic back pain. I mean we are talking years here. And there are tricks, ways to figure out if the patient is a malingerer or not. You have to be very knowledgeable to outsmart these tricks. (And, yes, I have helped spot malingerers who were clearly drug seeking). I even spent weeks working in the pain clinic where I had a chance to see and hone my own physical exam techniques to spot real back pain. It is quite common and quite devastating. Any MD who says otherwise needs to rethink their chosen profession.
on Oct 06, 2004
I had something similar. I wore down the caralidge behind me Knee Caps at Ft Campbell (Thank you AASLT school and ruck marches), spent the next 4 years on and off profile. I'm pretty good now as long as i dont try to run.

One sick-call experiance I'd like to relate to you, in hopes that my misforturne will make you smile.

I can back from JRTC in Jan 96. It was a 12 hour bus ride from Ft. Polk to Ft. Campbell. On the way back there must have been a stomach flu virus going around, because EVERYONE was sick. I went to sick call the next day, and when the PA asked me how many BMs I had had in the last 12 hours I answered him, "24." Thats the truth, I was almost like clockwork, every 30 minutes. In fact, while I speaking with the PA, I had to make a mad dash down the hall to releive myself. After all that, the guy give me some pills and sent me RTD with "light duty"!!! My unit was out in the motor pool recovering the vehicles that had just been unloaded at the rail head.

Thank god I had a cool platoon leader that let me do my light duty up in my barracks room, asleep.
on Oct 07, 2004
That cracked me up. Seriously, that was one of the most, out of the blue, funny things I have read in a while.


Thanks. I laughed to myself as I wrote it and I laughed once again as I read it again!

And there are tricks, ways to figure out if the patient is a malingerer or not.


He didn't even bother asking me about symptoms or pain locations. When I talked the the physical therapist, he had me diagnosed in his head before he saw the results of the scan. He'd already started treatement and it was helping when he got the results and confirmed (mostly) his diagnosis. But I'll detail how great my physical therapy experiences were at a later time. That clinic worked wonders!

when the PA asked me how many BMs I had had in the last 12 hours I answered him, "24."


It took me a moment to figure out BM... my first thought was Buddy Movement... which taken in context with some Army buddies isn't too far off... "Buddy is only half a word"

Thats the truth, I was almost like clockwork, every 30 minutes. In fact, while I speaking with the PA, I had to make a mad dash down the hall to releive myself. After all that, the guy give me some pills and sent me RTD with "light duty"!!!


That's ridiculous and yet, so I can see it happening!

Funny side note to sick call experiences... when I was in Hawaii the first time, one of the PA's at the clinic conducted digital rectal exams on every male, regardless of the problem. Apparently, the rate of sick call attendees dropped drastically as news passed through the division... The problem was, nobody could say for certain which unit this doc was responsible for. I asked around and eventually found out it was just a rumor started to scare the sick call riders away...
on Oct 07, 2004

I feel your pain. Literally.


Where's your herniation at?  And did the epidural steriods help you?  I don't know if I'm going to go that route...if it were just a herniation then it might work, but I have arthritis as well, so my doc seems to think that fusion might be the best fix.  Got my neurologists appointment on the 22nd...


Hey, Dev, will you share what you learned?  I'm curious....

on Oct 07, 2004
You account was full of pain but was easy to read. Great style and descriptions. Feel better soon. Looking forward to learning more of your adventures. I hope they are not all so painful.